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My Little World! 24.3.06
posted by Ling at 10:47 PM
i wanna be happy!
things seems to be going downhill.
i'm at e edge where i will cross over to e depresion zone soon...
nth seems to be right..
heard a new song from ah mei, titled wo yao kuai le.
i wanna be happy too...
both dad n mum had their surgery doned.
but dad needs another one.
money had been flying out from me bank account like my acct had been hacked.
been going to KKH n SGH so frequently that i felt that my sol is being locked up there..
my sunshine is like being taken away from me.
i feel so very unhappy.
3 more days will be our 2nd anni.
i hope i can recover my sunshine n mood by then.
dun wanna make e anni so gloomy.
5more days then will know if i receive any PB.
last time, they will hand out letter.
usually pple whose performance are very gd will get .75 of their pay as PB.
pple who are average( like me, cos hv been getting .5 over e last few yrs) will get .5 of their pay.
pple who are not very gd but not very bad will get .25 of their pay.
n also there's a grp will will get nth.
however, this yr, they are not giving out any letter.
the PB will be credited straight into our account.
actually i am rather worried if i can get any PB anot.
cost like not much performance from me leh.
haiz.. just wait n see.. need some $$ to be credited back into my acc..
cos my acc had been depleting!!!!! argh!!!!!
so much for now.
hope i'll hv an enjoyable 2yr anni with my bb.
fullstop.
posted by Ling at 3:57 PM
My Little World! 8.3.06
...
lotsa things happened...
both happy n sad...
suddenly felt that i'm caught in e depression cycle once again..
both dad n mum had been going for checkup in hospital..
both need to do a sugery..
dad's sugery is more risky.. something like bypass..
the nurse told me it's ballooning...
i dunno wat's tat.. all i noe was that it helps to unclog e arteries...
mum going fora day surgery too...
though hers not as risky as dad..
but seeing n hearing e word sugery, i got scare...
i just can pray for e very best and hope both of them will recover...
had been in n out of hospital e last few days..
was worried n tired...
but there's nth i can do other than tat...
things hvn been going well for bb n myself e last 2 weeks..
but it had been solve...
haiz... sometimes i just dunno how to handle certain situation well...
but well, i guess human do make mistakes.. n hopefully all of us can learn from that...
i can't really rem where or wat i hv in late feb... mind al occupied abt family issues...
dad hving some crises with his work due to his health...
n cos of this, my cousin who were part of e shareholder of the company got involved as well...
haiz.. i guess something bad is going to happen...
but luckily got my younger sis Ting...
lol.. she is e more agreesive one...
told u all liao, i can oni act as e big sister at home..
other than that, i am very e kiasi one...
lol... hmm.. dunno wat will happen...
but i guess it's going to be 'brutal'... lol...
we shall see...
tat's all for now..
tkcare guys n gals...
posted by Ling at 9:49 PM